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Crybaby

Cry. Baby.
She don’t mean to cry.
She just do.
She don’t mean to be emotional.
She just is.

She hides for you
because she values what you preach.
She is filled with passion and determination,
Yet her tears become a misinterpretation.

She lives to prove
that she can change for you
Change so they don’t see her vulnerability.
Change so they don’t mistake her eagerness for pity.
Change so they don’t exterminate their faith in her abilities.

She is now eighteen.
Find acceptance that
crying is not a sign of weakness,
but a sign of strength.

She will not hide for you.
She will show her emotional truth.
She will CRY.

Yet
no one ever really cares
or understands
the tears that a Crybaby cries.

I want to help. I make it. I make the mad madder.

I want to see mad grow because I dont want be where sadness controls.

I dont want to be controlled in the ways I know

I crave the mad but no clue if the mad craves me

emotional

senetive

uncontrollable

mad

i dont want to be where mad gets harmful

hitting smashing uncontrollably

mad

approaching mad with caution but when do you confront

you can’’t because mad will be mad

i want nothing but the best for mad but I can’t ask mad to be there for me if mad won’t be there for themselves

I want peace with mad

i want to be in love with mad

i want mad

mad can’t see me through madness tho

see me here me love me mad

dear mad will you heed these words

dear mad will we be okay

dear mad will we learn from this

dear mad will we grow from this

dear mad will we ever say I love you

dear mad will we ever find love

I love to grow

mad I love you

mad is childish blind to the real words being heed

mad is ignorant to the truth of ignorant beings

mad is caught in believing they are in the right

are we happy together mad if we can’t go deeper into what we don’t know about ourselves

MAD IS ME

there is madness within me

I can't help what I am

BUT

must i be this mad, thing, feeling, emotion

no one tells me I must be mad

I am mad

these burdens I feel bring me to mad-ness

I am not mad

i no longer claim this mad idea

I want light and am vessel of light

all is apart of me

mad is me

this I claim. escription

To shake

I want to shake this grshakinroove out this shake

can’t you just taste the shake

o baby you can’t catch this shake for this shake aint shakin at you

see most think this shake must be the shake that calls out for themselves

what makes you taste the shake when no shake calls for any else.

how does shaking claim you

when you can’t even shake it baby

we never moved these hips, bounced the booty, loosen up thee joint for you.

Shake never walked for you. Shake never ran for you. But when shake get to shakin remember baby it sure as hell ain’t for you.